My poetry SUCKS

Triumphantly, we stand
Glaring at the world.
We're the worst but
We're better than they.
They don't even know.
They don't even care.
Do we even care?
We are warriors--How now?
The world is our litterbox.
We are housecats.
Gao gao!

FUCK YOU RIVAL SPERM THE DAY IS MINE

I love you
Don't be scared
Whatever you're scared of
You told me you were scared
I love you
And I will always love you
Remember that, okay?
Because if I have to
I'll tell you that I love you
Constantly.
Like with every text message
And every IM
Because I want you to know
That I love you
And I'll never stop.
I'll never leave you
If you never leave me.

Bleh fuck.

I barely post
On this god damn thing
Anymore.
Why is that?
I don't know.
I don't have anything to say.
You don't even care about what I
Have to say.
Damn it.
Leave me alone.

wut

I've got five fucking minutes
To post a god damn poem
Well here it is:
I'M ON NEW MEDICATION
AND I AM FUCKED BECAUSE
IT MAKES ME DROWSY AS HELL
AND I CANNOT FOCUS
I AM GOING TO DIE IN SCHOOL TODAY
AGH AGH AGH AGH AGH
HELP ME.
I HATE SCHOOL.

Valentine's Day is for faggots.

Valentine's Day must be
Pretty awesome when you
Have a valentine and you
Are spending the day
With them. You know,
Going on a date, or just
Spending time with each
Other at one's house and
Holding each other and
Just having a nice time
With your loved one.
My Valentine's Day is
Spent alone. I am all alone.
I have no one to spend it with.
You are my valentine.
But I can't be with you.
I want to be with you.
It hurts.

I am the fucking moon

I am NORIKO.
I am worthless.
I cannot do anything.
I am stupid.
I am bad.
I am awkward.
I am lazy.
I am slow.
I am a blob.
Be a blob with me.
Please, pretty please?
You and I could be blobs together.
We could roll anywhere we want
Because we are glorious.
Glorious blobs.
No one can stop us.
I am NORIKO.
I am a blob.
I can do anything.

I love whoever wrote this.

I saved up one thousand dollars.
It's in the fucking bank right now.
And I am going to buy the fucking moon.
I'm going to have some fucking moon parties.
You're all invited.
Probably no sound and shit on the moon,
So just subwoofers.
Millions of them.
I'm gonna have internet and shit.
(One long internet cord. Fuck wireless.
I know, internet cords diminish blah blah
Fuck you
I have super internet.)
And I'm gonna build a fucking engine
And I'm gonna fucking drive to the moon
Fuck flying, I'm driving.
I'm gonna make space roads,
All over fucking space.
And it's gonna have a huge fucking bumper sticker
Telling the aliens to get the fuck off my space road.
Fuck yeah, moon parties.

Murder is just involuntary sacrifice.

It is times like this where
I feel the most lonely and depressed
When I do not even have you
To talk to and I feel as if
I did not have you from
The start. I am sorry that
I cannot talk about anything
Interesting.
I love you.
I hope that is enough.

dfgfgjh

It is about 5 in the morning again
And I woke up and I think you
Are asleep but for some reason before
I fell asleep I felt kind of neglected
Because you weren't talking to me but
I am sure you were busy or something
I should not be so needy
Damn it.

5 in the morning and fucked

Medication is stupid because
It does not even work
At least not for me because
I do not feel anymore happy than
I did before I went to that
God damned hospital.
I feel more numb than happy.
If I become an emotionless zombie
I promise I will still love you.
I will make it a logical love.
It will be learning that I love you.
It will suck, but you will have to
Deal with it because the hospital
Took away my emotions.
I fell asleep and I feel
Terrible for doing so and
I wish I could hold you and
Let you sleep close to me because
I want to be close to you.
Do you want to be close to me too?
The medication has a side effect and
I cannot sleep for more than about
5 hours at a time.
Medication sucks.
Fuck you medication.
I hope the doctor does not
Increase my meds again.
Please do not do that, Doctorman.
Fuck the Doctorman.
I love you.
I wish I could just stare at you
And I do not care how awkward it may get
But I would stare at you and
That is about it.
Because you are very handsome.
I am sure many other people would agree.
I am lucky to have you.
I am lucky lucky lucky.
But I hate geese.
God damn geese.
But yeah, I am lucky.
I love you.

Damn it all to hell!

Why am I so
Fucked up
In the head
And even now
My body is
Fucked up.
Why?
I wish I was
A happy and
Healthy and
Great person
For you.
Being me sucks.
It really does.

Hi

I feel very weird
Today is my birthday
I am very shakey
And I feel kind of sad
I am hungry maybe
I have scissors in my mouth
It tastes like metal
That does not taste good
I feel very awkward

Shawty Snappin'

It is snowing and
I do not get it
I am in a
Psychiatric hospital also

Something happened once

It really annoys me.
The fact that I never
Know what to write
About. It really annoys me.
Damn it.

Three poems in one!

I am quite tired
I want to go home
Let me go home
Bawwwww


I have that
Headachey
I-want-to-drop-down-and-sleep
Feeling.
I wonder why.
Ow.


I have not accomplished anything.
Meow meow meow
Trains

Aaaaaahhh

My eyelids are getting
Heavier and heavier
They are falling down
I am falling down
I will crash soon
Will I crash into you?
I hope not because
I do not think you would like that.
I would not mind you
Crashing into me though.
Can you catch me?
If not, it is okay.
You have other things to do.

Onigiri Danmaku

The tree looks like
A giant onigiri
I want rice
But I am not hungry
Oh, rice ball tree
Fuck you

My mom is annoying

I am sleepy
I feel very calm
I was just given candy
Holy balls
That is a lot of candy
Also they apparently
Increased my meds
Meds and candy
Meds are candy
Anti-psychotics
Hell yeah

I wish I was a fire ant so I could hurt people's feelings

The snow is melting.
That is quite a boner kill.
But I hate snow.
But I hate heat.
I am complicated!

I hate poetry

I hate poetry.
This is not poetry
Go hide in a hole.
Damn poetry.
Go hide in a hole.

Psychiatric Hospital

I see snow outside but
The sun is warming me.
I never thought I could
Feel so calm in this
Hellhole psychiatric hospital
Or
Mental rehabilitation facility.
Whatever you want to call it.
I saw a bird.
Are they coming back for Spring?
I hope not.
I hate allergies
And birds.
Damn it.

Psychiatric Hospital

I feel as if time
Is slowing down and
When I get out of
Here all I will find
Is disappointment and
Everything I had will be
Gone including you.
But,
I am hoping you are
STill there to tell me
That you love me and
You want to hold me
And pet my head.
Are you thinking of me now?
Did you miss me like I missed you?
Wait for me,
Please,
Wait for me,
Because I would wait through snow, leaves, sun, and allergies
For you.

Psychiatric Hospital - Sunday

Today is my last day
I want to go home
Tomorrow is Monday
That is the day
I am set free
Huzzah!

Fffuuu-

I think that if the
World suddenly went
Black and I could
Not see anything I
Would not mind. But
If you did not like
It I would bring a
Flashlight and shine
It on anything you want
To see. I want to help
You and guide you around
The world.
I will try
My best to help you
And guide you so
You can see the world
For what it really is.

I'm naked

I hate drawing
It is so stupid
And I cannot even draw
So I really
Do not know why I
Keep trying
I cannot even
Come up with any
Decent ideas.
Gahsfjsfasd;l

Oh shit.

In exactly one week
It is my birthday
And I will be older
Ahahahah.
I do not like my birthday.
I have no one to
Celebrate it with.
So I think I will
Buy a tiny cake and
Celebrate in my room
Alone.

I hid this amazing Ramu-chan reference in here

So apparently you will
Be back today or tomorrow.
Come on!
Come on!
Come on!
Come back today so
We can talk again.
Come on!
Come on!
Come on!
I need you.
I love you.
I miss you.
Darling.