Poem 4

I like to pet
My head when I
Lie down because
It calms me.
There is no one
Here to pet
My head for me.
People look at me
Funny when I try and
Pet my head
In public. No one
Likes me in
Public. And I do not
Like it in public. So
It works out, you know?
I am all alone, so I will
Go lie down and pet
My head to sleep. I
Promised you that I would
Not say it again but
I hope I never wake up,
I would rather be
Dead.