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Monday, January 25, 2010

HOMOSEXUAL AMUSEMENT

I feel as if I am unworthy.
There are so many better girls out there.
I am scared.
You could like them,
Then you could love them,
Then you will not love me,
Then I will be lonelier
Because I am lonely.
I sit in my room all day
And I stare at things.
I lie down or I just
Sit down at this computer.
I am fat and sad.
Not fat and happy.
Stress causes my hair to fall out
Apparently.
That really sucks because I do not
Want to go bald though my mom says
That won't happen no matter how
Stressed I am and to not worry about it.
But I am just going to get uglier.
I do not care who says anything different.
I am a fuck up.
I am a shut-in.
I am lonely.
Hikikomori
Hikikomori
Hikikomori

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