Psychiatric Hospital

I see snow outside but
The sun is warming me.
I never thought I could
Feel so calm in this
Hellhole psychiatric hospital
Or
Mental rehabilitation facility.
Whatever you want to call it.
I saw a bird.
Are they coming back for Spring?
I hope not.
I hate allergies
And birds.
Damn it.

Psychiatric Hospital

I feel as if time
Is slowing down and
When I get out of
Here all I will find
Is disappointment and
Everything I had will be
Gone including you.
But,
I am hoping you are
STill there to tell me
That you love me and
You want to hold me
And pet my head.
Are you thinking of me now?
Did you miss me like I missed you?
Wait for me,
Please,
Wait for me,
Because I would wait through snow, leaves, sun, and allergies
For you.

Psychiatric Hospital - Sunday

Today is my last day
I want to go home
Tomorrow is Monday
That is the day
I am set free
Huzzah!

Fffuuu-

I think that if the
World suddenly went
Black and I could
Not see anything I
Would not mind. But
If you did not like
It I would bring a
Flashlight and shine
It on anything you want
To see. I want to help
You and guide you around
The world.
I will try
My best to help you
And guide you so
You can see the world
For what it really is.

I'm naked

I hate drawing
It is so stupid
And I cannot even draw
So I really
Do not know why I
Keep trying
I cannot even
Come up with any
Decent ideas.
Gahsfjsfasd;l

Oh shit.

In exactly one week
It is my birthday
And I will be older
Ahahahah.
I do not like my birthday.
I have no one to
Celebrate it with.
So I think I will
Buy a tiny cake and
Celebrate in my room
Alone.

I hid this amazing Ramu-chan reference in here

So apparently you will
Be back today or tomorrow.
Come on!
Come on!
Come on!
Come back today so
We can talk again.
Come on!
Come on!
Come on!
I need you.
I love you.
I miss you.
Darling.